*bright's Lair

Over 7700 words and I'm only halfway there. I won't be able to post this fic in one post only. *kicks LJ*

If I can't shorten it down considerably when I start to beta it - which unfortunately enough always ends up in me adding to the story, not the other way around. *facepalm*
And is it only me that's insane enough to fic for a show that I don't even watch anymore? A show I keep swearing, over and over, to never fic for again?

Nothing good has ever come out of me joining a fandom and scribbling, it seems to be the catalyst for the show to jump the shark. That's why I'm staying clear from Heroes, NCIS and Bones. Won't ever go there.

Talk about magical thinking *giggles*

Gah!


Ps. Over 9000 and I'm just about done with the limping part. Around 2000 words for that? WTF? Going to bed and pondering about my longwindedness now.

and plot bunnies start hitting on me? *snerk*

I know writing and vidding keeps my gut-feeling on its toes, a feeling I so desperately lean on at work. But it's not fair that my muse takes time off when I take time off to suddenly raise hell when I start back. Now I have all this I wanna do:

1. Finish anmanis prompt for a Vartann fic. One that's almost done and just needs some polish and the last part.
2. A friggen peri-apocalyptic Sam-fic that will certainly be multi-chaptered.
3. Vid Sam to Deep Purple's "Child in Time"
4. A crack!fic about Nick and Rick at the supermarket, getting groceries. A clash between the dependable and the impulsive. A fight that most definitely will get them to bed as usual *sighs*

And then I got this *points to a stack of articles* to read for work.

*slaps muse over the head in retaliation*

in the kink!fic right, and I'm despairing! The scene is rather crucial and I've re-written in three times already and still something is off with it. So I'm leaving it and continuing with the rest. Hopefully I can get that blasted scene right or I'll leave this fic to rest with, like 5 others, that never got off. (no pun intended)

Took a peek at the SPN fic listing and just as predicted, the gen fics are dwindling and the RPF part is the one growing. People that think that the show survives only because of JA and JP might just as well become a co.star are so wrong! The brothers feed off each other and you can't just push one to the back-burner like SPN has done. Which next season will show them. Very few shows survive with one lead only (Dexter made it) even if the man in question is the second coming. It's the dynamic that makes most shows. And the writing for SPN isn't stellar enough to have it survive on the core-story. Making both leads identical must the the stupidest decision in showbiz yet. After the hideous decision to pair up two actors with no charisma when together on the screen just because you, as a producer, want to see it happen.

I think the web and the fans dictation on how to run a show has been devastating considering the outcome. It started with the X-Files and the romantic pairing up off Mulder and Scully. The show never got back to track after that decision. Kripke's show is becoming so badly written that you can't even watch it without cringing because he's forgot all he (claims) to have set out to show and is relying on what the fans tell him to do. Kick this or that actress, go down this or that road. I always thought that if you write a fic/novel/show you pretty much have the start point and end point clearly figured out and can afford to twiddle with the sub-themes, but never with the main-theme.

I stand corrected; it is obvious you can start out with one story and end it with a totally different one.

I've been doing it all wrong with my multi-chaptered fics. *g*

Damned! Haven't updated my Nick/Rick fic site in ages. Many of the new fics are not there. I need to redo it and have no energy or inspiration to do so. *sighs* I need a beautiful background pic, somebody please help me out! *pulls puppy face*

The hurt!Sam fic is running away with me! If I don't get this stopped (glares at side-tracking bunnies from hell) I will end up with a multi-chaptered one on my hands. And I don't have time for that. I need this to stop, now!

And how did Ruby get herself into this  story? And can't she just stop giving Dean a hard time? And can't he just shut up and stop provoking her?

*facepalm*

I have other bunnies queuing up for crying in the sink!

Easter to all of you who celebrate. I'm celebrating the Solstice myself - happy to finally see the item up there in the sky. It's been a while.

A SPN plot-bunny attached me out of the blue. But for the life of me I can't figure out why it's easier for me to write in Dean's POV when we have very little, except the sarcasm, in common? I think this one needs a beta so if anybody has some time on their hands, let me know. It's not done yet, but might be before the festivities are over. Not sure though.

I'm always asking for help, ain't I? *g*

Anyway, whatever you celebrate, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

The moment I start to complain over something it just gets worse.

I was bit by a slashy plotbunny today, and hard. *sighs* When will I ever get the multi-chaptered one finished if external bunnies trip me all of a sudden?